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Riding On My Carousel
Slowly going round and round
Nothing peculiar I can tell,
But yet I don’t feel safe and sound
Riding on my carousel
The rhythm’s in sync
This cycle, mundane
To help keep me sane
It all stays the same
But when things get altered
I just fall apart
I don’t like the change
Slowly going round and round
With things around me changing fast
I know I won’t be safe and sound
If things like this begin to last
The horses, they stomp
They snort and they neigh
They cause a big ruckus
Then gallop away
Stampeding so fast
They’ve left me behind
I try to keep up
But stay here confined
Confined in the thoughts that
I just can’t adapt
Confined in the truth that
I’m not quick to act
The carousel carried me,
Worked as a crutch
It did all the work
I didn’t do much
A stone in the river,
Suspended in silence
The horses drain by
Their manes wave with brilliance
A light glows and gleams
The horses go through
Don’t leave me alone
Please, take me with you
Why c
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How To Be Straight
How To Be Straight:
1. Pretend to be something that you'll never become.
2. Be driven by the fear of isolation and disownment from friends and family.
3. Enforce gender stereotypes.
4. Live as a shell, an empty vessel who's only purpose is to bare a secret. A secret that you'll always be aware of, and will always be paranoid about.
5. Date the opposite sex and try to believe that you find them physically attractive. With enough time, maybe you will.
6. Condemn other homosexual practices.
7. Distance yourself from other homosexuals. Don't let them remind you what you fear being rejected for.
8. Don't fall for the same sex! What's wrong with you, isn't this what you're trying to fix?! It's you're fault for letting this happen, aren't you trying hard enough?!
9. Live in denial, depression, and fear of ever being found out, or called queer or faggot.
10. Don't even think that life is meant living for yourself. You're living for other people. Living this masquerade to feel accepted and resp
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Grey Wednesday
My feelings aren't able to reach you
I feel the both of us tearing apart
The clouds and days seem to continue
Drifting apart like nothing happened.
Carelessly descend, on this grey Wednesday.
Now, recalling to the past
The highlight of our lives
the bright times would always last
But we fell in love to fast
Now, remember all the times
When we loved each other still 
We both gazed into our eyes
We were thankful for our lives
Now, recalling to the past
When you strived for goals and dreams
Love's not really how it seems
Yet we fell in love back then.
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Happy Valentines Day!
Chocolates and candy may sound dandy,
But couldn't compare to you being here.
I really love you, but not in that way,
You're a good friend  I see every day.
We laugh 'cuz we're weird, and watch as they stare.
We'll yell "Eff the world!" right into the air!
I enjoy your presence every day.
I'll tell you i love you, but not in that way.
Today's not the day just for a lover,
It's also for friends, forever and ever!
You know I love you, yet not in that way,
That's why i will tell you, happy valentines day!
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The search of our soul
Alone, dormant in my space longing to fulfil this craving...
Wanting what is sweet, yet sour, bitter, yet fulfilling...
A taste so addicting that some of us spend a lifetime finding!
What appears to be so common for others is so rare to me.
Is it something i'm not able to be? What caused the anguish of the other,
And pleases the life of another.... that is the taste that i continue to yearn for,
As exotic and rare as nothing before! The merge of souls that completes ones existence. 
A sad and common wish that refuses resistance.
Being the light that guides me through the shadows, this soul awakes me from my dormance.
 In an instance both our souls are swirling in each other's desire.
Forever in a dream like trance until both our souls reach the peak of our stamina!
...
We're both silent.
Both enticed in that taste we've been searching for...
And will merge forever more,
We are content.
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Literature
The Dreadlock Witch

In another world not like this one, a witch with dreadlocks and a simple black dress lived in a simple house made of wood.  Her life seemed simple and calm for a while. In her simple cottage, she thought she saw someone over the horizon when she walked passed the window, but when she walked back to check there was nothing there, so she thought she was imagining things.  The next morning, someone knocked on her door and when she opened it she noticed it was a well dressed man.  “Umm... Good morning?” said the witch.  “Good morning witch of the grassy plain.” said the man with a bow. From what he could see in her house from the crack in the door he said “My, My... what a pleasant little home you have here.” “Uh thanks i guess...? Do you have a purpose here of are you a deranged pedo that stalks 16 year old girls?”  “Ah, indeed i do, i’ve heard of your p
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Hear no evil Speak no evil See no evil
Hear no evil
See no evil
Speak no evil
They say that like it's a tangible item
Yet has anyone ever seen them?
You see the deeds that people do.
Violence on earth is nothing new
Yet that's not evil... well, not physicality.
Evil itself is what we'll never see
Dark deeds reflect the darkness in your heart
Yet you can't see raw darkness... not with any skill, ability, or art.
Darkness itself does exist in this world,
But we will never...
See any evil
Hear any evil
...Yet somehow speak of evil.
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Tabitha's Journal Entry
8-18-2012
I'm an idiot... God I'm so stupid, WHY'D I HAVE TO BE SUCH A DUMB ASS?! *contains emotion and tries to refrain from tears* I thought that I've found someone, who i can trust- someone who i can give my heart too! ...I thought love was real. Humph! I fell for all this fairy tale BULLSHIT!!! I never really realized that it would end like this, nobody ever does but... you'd think that it would be different every time... especially if  you dated a whore of a twin sister! *groans* ... It was back when we still lived together... our parents use to arguing a lot. My sister and I, we just felt powerless. I would drown out the yelling by putting on my headphones and turning up the music, my sister on the other hand would spent endless hours, even days worrying about our parents! I'd always come in and try to keep her mind off of it... she always seemed different when we spent time together. All her troubles melted away, as if they never happened. She would
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Justin's journal entry
 7-30-2012
I don't know what to say... I loved every minute of it, nobody ever found out... yet do i feel regret? or is this guilt?! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! THIS IS ALL TO CONFUSING!!! *sigh*... Yesterday while my parents were... gone was the day gave my soul to my brother... my TWIN brother! I'm 13 years old. I've always knew that i was gay because of how I've always felt about guys, and especially my brother. Although it didn't start until I was 12, I'd always get nervous when I see him change (since we share the same room) and I've been wanting to ask if i can sleep in his bed... A few months after our 13th birthday he told me that he was gay too... At that moment my heart started racing, I could've sworn that my face was red! Not to long after, we both started to talk about things like sex and stuff, at first it was kinda sarcastic and playful, but then it started to get dirtier... We've started to expe
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Hear no evil
See no evil
Speak no evil
They say that like it's a tangible item
Yet has anyone ever seen them?
You see the deeds that people do.
Violence on earth is nothing new
Yet that's not evil... well, not physicality.
Evil itself is what we'll never see
Dark deeds reflect the darkness in your heart
Yet you can't see raw darkness... not with any skill, ability, or art.
Darkness itself does exist in this world,
But we will never...
See any evil
Hear any evil
...Yet somehow speak of evil.

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Ginagurl123 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! 😘
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Thanks for the watch!^^
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Thanks for +faving my dragon sculpture! There are many more handmade dragon figurines in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
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tyvm for the fave
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Thanks for the fave! C: :iconletmehugyouplz:
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Thank you for the fav :hug:
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Thanks for the fav! <3 <3 <3
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no problem! :D
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Hi Im here to stalk you 8D
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Haha, nice try but I wasn't scared Karin! XD
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